'zat how u spell it? whatever hah..it was four pm and i felt my headache getting worse starring at the comp screen..and i felt like i had to have some coffee..so theres an area in the office like u can make ur own drinks..oh whatever u call it la..erm so i found a few sachets of 3 in 1 instant coffee, boiled hot water on the dispenser and voila! next thing i was having small talk with the new sales engineer and sipping on my lovely wonderful cup of coff-ay! oh boy i miss the taste of sinful addiction on my lips..mhmm goooood! but now im all like over-hyped in all parts of my body..helllp meeee!!!

im sure the caffein effects wd wear off soon...its overwhelming me with negativity!

so anyway... what a life! im enjoying my first few days at work. life is good. im beginning to contemplate that its a good thing i had to go thru the past few months in the wrong line of job and doing things im supposed to not be paid to do. duh.. bummer man.. customer service sux bigtime!

well i didnt really tell last monday's story properly coz last week i was too busy with too many thinking to do in such a short time, mainly coz of monday..and it goes like this..

so monday i went to the four interviews. and by, wednesday i had a sudden rush of successful applications. like whoa! the RSAF-Senior Technician post, CAAS-Engrg Asst and my current job as Software Engineer, which as u can easily see was the choice i decided to settle peacefully with.
all the delicious choices that lay before me and i had to choose only one.

yup, thats it...
oh my god this caffeine is really killing me..my heart feels like popping outta my mouth..

to my sweet lover.. i miss u, i noe ive been too petty but i hope u understand, i just miss u so much..sometimes i just get sick of thinking i cant spend time with you.. like why me.. but i want u to know that for you i'll be patient.. this is just a phase we both have to go thru.. the future will be better for us both.. to me all is ok, i love u so much and thats for sure.. i appreciate having you more than u can imagine.. ure special oh need i say more.. sometimes i get possessive but thats just me.. ure mine and from me, that statement is stronger than it sounds.. bear that in mind darling.. i dont ever want to be without u.. i am a really really jealous girl and i know thats my weakness.. and with that i give u love like u've never felt before..i want to be the best girl u've ever had.. i want to be in your every dream and in your thoughts when u wake.. honey what more can i say.. im not good with words as you are.. thats y i wish so much i cd hold u in my arms all day and whisper in ur ears and caress your troubled emotions with my warm touch.. wouldnt u like that baby..

whoa..
i had no idea coffee is an afrodisiac..
maybe it just reacts that way with me..
hehe..
wierd chemistry erupting inside me..